Oh manz.

Alright! I'm off to prom!!!

I remembered just how emotional I used to be. Terribly uncontrollable mood-swings always seems to overwhelm me unknowingly. Until now, I can't say I have completely kick this addictive habit of mine out of life. Send me to rehab, perhaps it might work? Haha.

No, I'm actually joking now. Strictly because I don't know how long more can I still joke about life. Only a day left and I shall be totally all alone in life! I mean like, teachers will not be there to guide me along in life anymore! Using a more disgusting way of explaining this process, I am like a baby Nymph with strengthened legs and hardened wings. Hence, a big fat adult cockroach is form! Eww, thinking of roaches makes my hair stands! *Shakes head*

Oh! And all those voluntary thoughts I always had! It's not HAD, I am still having it, just some times! Well, make it most of the time. :S

Gonna turn in early tonight...

Goodnight peepo. And thanks for the taggies. :)

What is the difference between your wife and your job?
After five years your job still sucks.

HAHAHA!!!

I want to be a flower, not a dirty weed.

You know what? You know nothing. I always thought that being in a relationship is really useless and a waste of time. Tonight, I finally realized that I'm just another stupid person falling into a death trap. I guess I will always be this hot headed to jump into conclusions. After falling in love, I thought love was everything. But it wasn't. I realized that I wasn't think honestly. What about my family? My school works? My everything. It's too late now...

I was still a happy go lucky girl when i wasn't in any stupid love love stuffs. I HATE MYSELF NOW FOR GETTING INTO PROBLEMS LIKE THIS. This feeling is as though someone just stabbed you from the back and you are bleeding non stop but no one is here to cover up your wounds... or even call for help. It is like having a voice that can't speak. A mouth that cannot be open.

Frankly speaking, I know that I am selfish and really possessive. But I tried my best not to be. How could you not know? It's already enough when someone i really cherished left me once, this is probably the reason why I am always so afraid of being not the best or, simply losing you. I hate depriving people of their happiness. It is totally unfair and selfish. But still, I tried. Because? I love you. So why do I always end up being so miserable?

Sorry? Sorry? Sorry? Sorry? Sorry? How many times must we apologize to one another? What's even the point of apologizing when we jolly well know that it is going to happen again? Sorry, I caused you pain, for being over possessive.

I will never be with you forever, you know it. And so do I...

I don't know what I want anymore... I don't think you would know too. I love you. I know you do...

I wish we were still best friend again...

Sigh. What the hell went wrong this time? I studied exactly what I was told to for Social Studies and Sonofagun!!!

None of the chapter came out for SEQ!

Zzz, it is exactly the same as last year's N levels. -.-

I can't say i put in a lot of effort for Social Studies but at least I studied two of the 3 chapters. 2x as hard working as last year!

I'm speechless. Totally utterly speechless. Sigh! People always have this saying when they are gonna lose their job, " 回乡下  种田 "

Yap! That is what I am going to do exactly. =(

Time to watch Tang Xin Feng bao: Jia Hao Yue Yuan!

LOL.

Woo, I love rainy days! It makes me feel cozy and full of warmth! So! I hibernated the whole day at home. :S

Heh heh! Gonna get my arse off the computer seat in a few good minutes time! Needa start mugging soon. Have a day left.

Some times, I wonder how my life would be after Secondary school life. Wow, I seriously don't know what to do.

It is like, everyone around me already have a distinct place to go to. But not me, at all.

I'm still stuck! Like a 40 year old man having midlife crisis. :(

Definitely not the time for depression now. Oh gosh!

I need my happy pills again.

Oh and this photo. LOL, taken on Vincent's Birthday. This year. :P

And I realized... I still don't understand you well enough.